2013.

I was proper poorly over New Year (typical!) but enjoyed it nether the less. Chris & I bought some bubbly and watched the countdown on the tv whilst snuggled in our jarmas. I don't have any particular wishes for 2013, just that my family and friends are happy and healthy and all our wishes come true.

The older you get, the more you realise that just because its New Years and a new year has started, the slate doesn't get wiped clean. There is not a new page to turn. It carries on from the year before. It's up to you to 'make a fresh start', not the new year. You make this year what you want.

Cornish Beauty.

one wish.

I've been having a SHIT few days and feeling rather miserable today. The older I get the more I notice how much people differ, but also how much I'm changing as a person. My opinions are getting stronger, I'm becoming more resilient but also the stakes are higher. This may sound vague but what I mean by saying the stakes are higher is that everything comes more important and there is more to loose. Emotions are more vivid and thoughts can be toxic if you're dying for something. But no-one can change the situation. If there even is a situation. When do you make yourself not be heartbroken and just forget and carry on. This sounds pathetic and really strange, I know but things have got to change, please? I'll do anything. Cornish Beauty